Fairytales Have Happy Endings...

LOL Tom :D

"We are very different yet alike. We don't look like twins. But we are soul mates. When I look at Bill I know instantly what he thinks. I can feel it when he has a problem, even if he is not with me. I cannot imagine that I could ever trust a girl like I trust Bill."

--Tom Kaulitz

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Millions of men, women, and children are suffering from cancer across the globe. Many will die due to lack of resources, or the inability to have a transplant (i.e. bone marrow transplant, heart transplant, cell transplant, etc.).

Alice Pyne from the UK, age fifteen like me, is suffering from cancer and will most likely die because the disease is spreading throughout her body. She created a blog a about a week ago and is receiving massive amounts of support from strangers with hearts. She is in need of a bone marrow transplant, but will not get one because there are not enough resources.

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Stress, Stress, Life and More Stress

Ugh, my life is so incredibly boring at the moment that I can't even seem to think straight. My brain has gone all fuzzy and I can't remember things that happened just a few moments prior. It's maddening! I want something amazing to happen, and I can feel that something of awesome proportions is heading my way, but it just seems so far off.

I'm hoping that whatever the "something of awesome proportions is, it's related to my acting career. I just finished up a musical, and rehearsals for my next production, Godspell, begin next weekend. I'm so nervous it's eating me alive! It's not so much the stress of remembering lines or getting into character, but the fact that everyone: cast, crew, directors... everyone are practically strangers to me. I've known that they exist for at least five years, but it's not as if that treated me well or were anywhere near decent. My personal opinion of the lot of them is that they are strange, different and somewhat ominous.

I know it sounds ridiculous that I'm worried about rehearsals with a group of nameless, faceless people, but here's the catch: They're all from my church. I'm actually an Atheist, it's jsut that my parents make me go to church because of their own Christian beliefs. I pride myself on not being bigoted or discriminatory, so of course I respect everyone's personal ideas and points of view completely. I just tend to feel out of place and alone when I'm surrounded by a bunch of God-worshipping people. I feel like the odd one out; the one grain of brown rice in an ocean of white rice.

Despite all of my teenage worries, I know that I am a very lucky person, and that theses "problems" are really just a slight kink that I'll be able to get through with courage and a cool head. I'm excited about the future and what it may hold for me, and my goals are slowly inching within my reach. After Godspell, I'll have yet another production to put on my resume, and then I can begin to work my way into the world of film acting. I'd love it if my "big break" would hit me within a year or so. May luck stand by my side! :D

It Doesn't Get Much Cuter Than This